i am so bored.
i started reading all my old entries in this blog and i didnt even know that i had this blog for over a year already. man so much shit happened. i dont even know where to start.

where is everyone when i need to talk to someone.

yesterday i found out that someone broke into my house back in NY. they messed up the two back doors one of which is steel. apparently they headed straight to my aunt and uncles room and made a huge mess in there. stealing jewelry and money, thousands of dollars worth. apparently my grandma and my cousin were downstairs in the basement. my grandma said she heard footsteps but thought it was my dad coming home from work to get something and then leaving again. man i couldnt believe it when i heard it. i felt so bad for my uncle, i felt horrible, but i was glad that my grandma was safe. imagine if she was upstairs and if they had weapons or something. man its scary. my uncle told me that when hes goes back to ny he isnt gonna come back down here. i dont blame him. me and my sisters are fine on our own, but it would be so much more easier if i had my license and a car. thats the only problem. i was talking to my cousin about it last night and she was saying how she and the family use to talk about how it was a bad time for us to buy a house down here in georgia, how my dad would have to keep traveling back and forth and such. she said that my uncle should come back to ny and bring me and my sisters with him and move back. i want my uncle to go back to ny so he can inspect the damage and stuff, as much as i love him and my whole family up there, im not gonna leave georgia now. i highly doubt my parents would move us back up there but even if they did i wouldnt move. its my senior year in high school and moving back to ny would just fuck me over. i bet i wouldnt even be able to graduate in time. also, i wouldnt leave landon down here. he means everything to me and i love him so much, i wouldnt be able to live without him. its already hard not being able to see him for days/weeks at a time, but not being able to see him for years would be hell. i wouldnt even be able to survive. i hope everything gets better though. once i finally get my license things would go a whole lot easier. my dad wouldnt have to travel back and forth as much and me and my sisters can take care of ourselves down here.

im probably leaving some stuff out that i wanted to say but just forgot. i wish i could talk to someone about this. problem is, i really have no one left.

tell me something i dont know.

so i havent updated this thing in a long time.
many things have happened.
some good, some bad.

this past summer i went back to NY
it was fun, got to hang out with old friends and such.
i truly missed them all.

started my senior year here are North Gwinnett.
college applications and SATs are so stressful.
i hope things will smooth out.

im trying to bring my grades back to to As.
i wanna try to get straight As and bring my GPA up a lil more.
i wish i didnt fck up my freshman and sophmore year.

so things havent really been going so great.
well friend wise.
i feel like ive lost basically everyone who truly meant something to me.
they werent companions or aquaintances, they were my friends.
i feel like i lost the greatest friend of them all though.
thats what hurt the most.

well hmm on the better note
this past weekend was Dalynna's birthday
we basically turned her basement into a club
it was so much fun.

i wish some things were different.

man i havent updated this thing in FOREVER.
not much has happened though.
im in New York right now visiting my lovies.
unfortunatly apparently a month has already flown by because i am going back to Georgia on the 6th or 7th of July.
mann i wish i could have more time here.
spend more days just chillin.
Georiga there really isnt anything to do.
id get bored out of my mind just sitting at home.

done.

done with your fucking bull.
thank god your finally getting out of my sight.

rant.

finally! 23 more days till school ends


but whats even better is that its also 23 more days until you get the hell out of here so we dont have to see your fucking face ever again. well, we'll probably have to see you once in a while but at least i wont have to see your fugly face every single day.


thinking youre all that but you aint shit. just because you hang out with some fugly wannabe ghettos dont mean that you can do whatever the fuck you want. you always say that youre gonna laugh at __________'s funeral. but HAH. i aint that low. i aint gonna be laughing or crying at yours. you know why, cause im not even gonna be there.


you know what would be even better then you going back. stuffing you in a small ass crate and shipping you to ZIMBABWE. i wanna see your skinny ass try to even get out of the crate in the first place.


im usually not a violent person. im happy most of the time. never really pissed. but whenever im around you, i cant help but wanna bitch slap you.


complaining every single day, saying that you wanna go back and shit. well guess what. we want you GONE as well. our lives are so much more simplier without your fucking drama. i for one try to avoid shit like this, but i cant seem to avoid this kind if you fucking live 6 houses down from me.


just 23 more days....just 23 more fucking days

UGH. i dont know how anyone can stand you! no one likes you. well maybe your mom, but then again, no one likes your mom either. its so fucking annoying how everytime youre on the phone with her, youre not even having a civil conversation. youre always fighting and bitching at her. jeez.


mann once you go back, im gonna pretend that you dont even exist. maybe my life can go back to normal...but then again ima be $60 short, and i'll probably be missing a whole lot more shit.


WARNING TO THOSE WHO ACTUALLY KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT: watch your shit the last couple of days shes here because i know she'll be on a jacking spree.


i havent cursed this much in such a long ass time. but i cant help it cause i curse a whole lot when im pissed. and im not even that pissed right now. you just annoy the fuck out of me. two faced son of a bitch.


i cant even stand having you at my house for 2 hours every afternoon. i cant leave your side for one fucking second cause who knows how much stuff you would have stolen.


and trying to convince people and manipulate their minds to try and put the blame for shit on someone else. fuck. the shit youre planning is really fucking low as well. mad grimey. you know, karma really is a bitch.


dont think youre sneaky and whatever cause we know the shit youre doing. you are just a bunch of bull shit. exagerating on every single thing and trying to make people think youre some innocent girl. fuck. youre at the borderline of hell. i bet they already reserved your seat there.


im not that type of person who tells people to go die. i will however tell you to go crawl into a hole and stay there. people would be better off. you in our lives just makes everything the more complicated.







yea...so thats my rant about this certain person. you might think the words are kinda 'harsh' but hey. if you knew her, youd say the same thing. i just had to get this out before i explode. my anger from her shittiness was building up way to much. just had to get it out.

lol.

Priscilla (6:40:54 PM): which is faster?
Priscilla (6:41:00 PM): motorcycle or bus?
Angela (6:41:05 PM): errr O.o
Angela (6:41:10 PM): iono depends
Priscilla (6:41:23 PM): ...
Angela (6:41:30 PM): cause if youre riding a motorcycle and you go into another lane to pass the bus you might be going faster
Angela (6:41:31 PM): but!!
Priscilla (6:41:39 PM): lmao
Angela (6:41:51 PM): you might not be watching where youre going cause youre laughing at the slow bus and then next thing you know you get hit by an on coming bus
Priscilla (6:42:03 PM): rofl
Priscilla (6:42:13 PM): haha
Angela (6:42:20 PM): so yea i guess the bus would then be considered faster
Angela (6:42:23 PM): but thennn
Angela (6:42:33 PM): when the citys to poor to repair and damn potholes
Angela (6:42:52 PM): and then the bus gets stuck in a fricking pot hole the size of a ditch cause it keeps deteriating
Angela (6:43:19 PM): so either way youre screwd for work :]

mannn

its been over 4 months since i last updated here >.<
ive been so caught up in a bunch of stuff that i havent done anything anyways.
so im in comp class right now. bored. i bet i just failed my last project.
bout 10 minutes left in the period.
rita cant chat with me anymore cause that gmail chat thingy dont work. T.T
ohhh ritaaa. for where art thou rita (;

mhmm im hungry.
lol so whose still visiting my blog? :D
leave me an awesome comment and whatever(;

what to talk about...
hmm well im taking SATs in march...
yea...
not much to say...

its still alil cold but getting alil warmer i guess
i heard it was fricken freezing in ny >.<
oh wells.
its always cold in my room for some reason.
its the coldest room in my house :P

ok ramble ramble ramble about some random stuff
so whats up with your lives people? :]